It’s been nearly five years since I had a significant other. Now, don’t get it twisted, I am not saying that I have not had d*ck in five years. Basically, I had care free sex with men that I considered friends with benefits.
The usual suspects, in my f*cking selection, were players. You know…the type of men that are looking to fuck with no strings attached. I got to date the “Swinger”, the “Dom”, the “Thug, the “Pervert”, the “Married Dude” and the “Gigolo. I loved them all physically, in my own special way, and learned a lot about sex and my own hard limits.
The “Swinger” taught me to show my sexual desires openly in plain sight. We did almost everything but the ACT in public. My hard limit was when he wanted me to participate in a threesome with another lady. Being strictly dickly, that was NEVER going to happen but had he been opened to adding another male mate to our twosome, I would of gladly accepted.
The “Dom” introduced me to a world of discipline and pleasure. I got to give control to someone else, who taught me how be more disciplined, spanked my ass when I misbehaved, taught me to deep throat his dick - like a good BITCH, and brought the Neanderthal period into my 21st century life.
The “Thug” was the release that I needed from my mundane life. It was nice not knowing what to expect and being introduced to the underground world of living life one day at a time. Lets just say that it was all worth it without getting into any legal issues.
The “Pervert” was a very unique individual. No SEX was involved on my part…at least no climax. It was all about him and his needs. I got to f*ck his ass and enjoyed the waves of pleasure that adorned his beautiful face.
The “Gigolo” was a power trip for me. I paid for services and he kindly provided the best service that money can buy. This was definitely a mental high and I basically had my own BITCH to do as I please.
The “Married Dude” added the thrill of being caught, which heightened my sex drive. Eventually guilt does creep into the equation and needless to say, this relationship was short lived.
For the most part, I learned about alternative lifestyles and even though I do miss my friends with benefits, I realize that there is more to life than just cumming….
